Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.
Now without them for 12 hours and I can feel confusion start. So I am an addict for life. That doesn't concern me. Talk it over with your health professionals and team I suggest, but I have lost friends who fight the system. Thats why I have this view that taking meds is a lesser evil (it is in fact extremely helpful) than the suffering of uncontrollable mental anguish we don't understand, the thing most BP (and other) people are hiding from imo. That anguish being able to be chemically lessened is a boon.
All this is only one view and I am not knowledgeable, but this is my experience. Good luck.