Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.
All psychedelics can be properly mixed, meaning that they can be equal in density from A to Z. Thus people don't freak out insanely on these drugs.
PCP cannot. You get a vacuum tube for LSD and make it even which is a very expensive tool to use but it won't work on PCP. PCP has thick and thin mixtures thus making it impossible to make it an even mixture. There will be peppers of super mixtures throughout the batch no matter what you do. Then someone will take it and get a condensed version then cook their children like a piece of chicken or jump to their death like the famed Art Linkletters daughter did in the mid 60's. She jumped from a very tall building but she may have taken STP........3 day LSD.
Only idiots take PCP and you can't find STP for the life of you.
I am going to miss the occasional glass or two of wine or martinis. But if the Parnate works, it's worth it. Let me add that my shrink doesn't want any of his patients who are on meds doing any recreational drugs nor drinking alcohol. He's not a Nazi about it. He just knows the meds don't work as well.
I've done pot, cocaine, shrooms, acid, gel tabs, opium and MDMA. I've been on tons of pain killers - including Methadone.
I started smoking pot at age 15 and was the biggest pothead until I was 20, when it started to make me paranoid. I would still smoke pot to this day to help alleviate my anxiety if it didn't make me so paranoid.
I definitely self medicated in my younger years which is why I stayed high on pot. After that, all the drugs I did were purely for social/partying reasons and never had an addiction.
Binge drinking used to be my only problem. Not sure how I'm still alive.
I get so anxious at times I think about doing some of them again...but I stay away. Hard sometimes though, real hard.