Bipolar Disorder Support Group

Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.

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Idk anymore.

Alex82
Alex82

All lot of stuff have caught up with me revently so i orignally posted in PTSD. However yesterday when i thought all i was doing was catching up on long needed rest, found that i was eating and wasnt consciously aware of minor shopping i did.  Llike i selpt from 12 am to 5 pm since i have been having such anroigh time.


I called and let my afterhours number know because now im really scared with what i am dealing with.


Alex82
Alex82
In the past when i would have these episodes i was somewhat aware of what was going on. This is new for me.
Alex82
Alex82
I would really appreciate it if a mod cpuld help me find other resources. I have Mobile Crisis and my afterhours number in my phone. I just updayed my info.
CrzyOnCrzy
CrzyOnCrzy
I am so sorry you are having a rough time. I am new to this group and site. I have noticed menopause has definitely given me an extra layer of crazy on top of my psychological disorders. I hope my relationships can survive. I hope you feel safe soon and get it figured out. ((((HUGS))))
CrzyOnCrzy
CrzyOnCrzy
you don't have a crisis line within your area code? Try dialing 211. A lot of places it is a resource hub and crisis line.
Alex82
Alex82
I do but they tend to rush me off since im not suicidal/homocidal but just a hell of crazy and since i dont want so to so much *cope* with some changes... some wierd craps been happening.
Alex82
Alex82
I would hate for myself to be clocked in on tues and not be aware because im checked out.
Alex82
Alex82
Already cuy my hours a week from 40 to 15 so i can try to deal with things.
Community LeaderSunCloudJD
SunCloudJD
Welcome to the board Alex..... You can be on as many boards here as you'd like

Here are crisis resources that DS gives out

https://support.dailystrength.org/hc/en-us/articles/207430776-What-if-I-need-emergency-help-
Alex82
Alex82
Okay but is this even considered bipolar still? Because this recent issue feels EXTREMELY foreign compared to my episodes in the past.
malibumark
malibumark
I hope you find some stability Alex. I am sorry you're having such a rough time.
Alex82
Alex82
Okay. Its happening more frequent where im waking up under a completely different perspective and internal identity since i dodnt get help sooner most of my life has already slipped away mentally. Idk how i can get help for this in which scared the crap out of me when this was more subtle a few montha back.
Alex82
Alex82
Like my thoughts, memoriea, emotions, and my diet and activities have already seemingly changed already... so i tried building a psychological wall because after.a while this scared me. Howevet i guess there is so much holding on i can do....
Alex82
Alex82
The internal struggle is just now overwhelming and been causing nasseau... so i guess i got to let go... '_'
Community LeaderSunCloudJD
SunCloudJD
Alex I think you really need to see your doctor as soon as possible or if you can't go to emerg.... There is help for you sweetie..... You need to be properly diagnosed and then a treatment to begin... I wouldn't continue to wait and wonder though it's too hard on you.... Big hug.....xo
Alex82
Alex82
Idk what to say but my usual self decided to recenty check out. Been making me nervous....
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