I am not new, I was a member a long time ago, like 2010. Back then my identity was compromised so I had to close my account. The person who discovered my identity threatened to reveal it to my friends and family and to coworkers at a job I had just started. I could not risk certain people finding out about my illness.

Well, that person passed away this week and took my secret to the grave with her. So I am back once again to help. I have missed this place so much, and all the friends I had.

I have contacted DS and hopefully they will be able to restore my old account, but if not here I am.

These last couple of years have been long and busy. I have done a lot of growing and made a lot of positive changes. I pushed out a lot of poisonous people and reconnected with family members I thought I would never have a relationship with. I am still seeing my therapist, and he has been my saving grace. There have been some rough times, and some times that have been just awesome.

I made a great new friend. We have a lot in common. She lost a friend to suicide at the same time as I lost my best friend. We are both BP and both on disability. She is like the sister I never had.

I am excited to report to all of you that I have finally gotten my depression under control and have been stable for the last 9 months, a personal best for me.

So I know the goal is brevity, so I will close with


(((((((((((((((HUGS)))))))))))))))