I had loads of manic rage and my medicine needs to be adjusted....she thinks that the lexapro is no good for me and wants my doctor to give me ativan which is what works for me. My pdoc is so adamant about not giving it to me. She says it's so addicting but the hubby is finally going to speak to my pdoc to see if what he has to say is going to change her mind.....only madmark knew I went to the hospital so all of you are probably thinking like what the fuck but I am being monitored because the nurse says I can't be held responsible for my actions so I am not allowed to take care of my daughter until my meds are straightened out.....I almost got put in the unit last night. But the rage was only mild which is why the nurse made my close friend be the parent in charge. So without further aideu I better stop typing now because I am being watched.