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doorknob
I had the most wicked and awful knight mare of my life. I have never been this frightened other than the horrifying demons I have seen and these creatures in my dreams were about equally horrifying. They were a type of super natural coyote or wolf. They way that they ran was not like a normal dog I have every seen in my life. Like I said these were pretty supernatural looking. But it was what was horrifyingly attached to the front end of these creatures, they had teeth that were exaggerated like a saber tooth tiger almost that were needle sharp. They were chasing and tormenting a cat that was tied up. I thought I could scare them away! I managed to rescue the cat but then one of them was tormenting a small child. I also rescued the child. But once I got inside the house one of these demons got inside. I could barely defeat it! I beat the demon with a handy object I think it was a lamp or something. But it had bitten me. I remember the pain vividly. Still I got it out the back door. But then I thought I was safe but I saw a puppy. at first it in no way resembled these evil creatures. But when I picked it up it bit me with those hellish teeth. Realistically I'm not sure how I would ever be able to get such an animals teeth that were that large pried back off me. But dreams aren't very realistic. Still I tried to snap it's neck. I'm not sure if I did but it went limp for a moment and let go of me. I but when I picked up it, it started moving again and now it had claws like some kind of insane cat claws! Still I tossed it out the back door. Then in a wirl wind like fashion I saw two farm boys with riffles chasing and shooting these things. At first I was glad and I wanted a shot gun so I could help kill these things (As I do tend to be a fierce fighter. I hate evil!) But then I realized these things were surrounding them in a way that they could never shoot them all and never stop running. They were severely out numbered! and these thing just kept coming and coming more and more. And they were attacking and tormenting every thing! I woke up and was disturbed to the point where I could not sleep even if I wanted too!
Now I do not suffer from nightmares no matter what kind of crazy shit I see. And I live in a city (all though in this dream it took place at a cabin my family uses during the summer) so what the hell made me dream such a vivid and horrible dream like that?
not that I believe in dream interpretation all though I find it interesting like I would a horoscope. Still psychologically why would I dream something so disturbing and at such a random time?
Now I do not suffer from nightmares no matter what kind of crazy shit I see. And I live in a city (all though in this dream it took place at a cabin my family uses during the summer) so what the hell made me dream such a vivid and horrible dream like that?
not that I believe in dream interpretation all though I find it interesting like I would a horoscope. Still psychologically why would I dream something so disturbing and at such a random time?
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Couldn't say, i quit having dreams after my divorce in 1980.
but I did have fear of my children being attacked by these things. I did not necessarily make that connection though. I wasn't afraid of them until I realized they out numbered me and I felt helpless. Before that I was kind of angry and defensive I wanted to defend those that were being attacked. I wanted to kill them in any way I could. I was not scared for myself only that these things threatened my family (in general not just my children). When they bit my hands I remember bleeding and I did feel vivid pain but I didn't care about it I wanted to keep fighting!
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I know what nightmares when i was little were like but i rarely have them now or do i remember my dreams these days..
I believe dreams have meanings...
But i'm not sure about yours. Buy a dream book. I have one and i bealive in it and it makes sense in ways.
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It was terrifying when I first woke up but now I can't remember it as vividly as when I wrote that. I'm sure it was both stress induced and possibly with draw from ambien. Unfortunately I can no longer sleep with out ambien. I don't know what to do about it.
I don't see my pdoc for awhile but she told me to stop taking it a while ago. :( but I find that I can't stop taking it because I need it to sleep now. I will talk to her tomorrow er I mean monday when she is in. It's become a real problem for me.
I was even thinking of calling the hospital but I already know they won't do any thing about it so I might as well wait till monday.
I tried to stop taking it last night that is why I had that night mare and couldn't sleep. Usually if I take it I'm knocked out.
I will talk to my pdoc on monday thought I will just try to tough it out till then.
I appreciate all the kind advice thought I really do.
Maybe he and your family are the monsters who outnumber you and are trying to take your kids from you.
Or maybe its just a bizarre Ambien thing. Who knows. Sounds like it would make a great horror movie.
Hope you are feeling better now doorknob.