I texted the text help number and she sent me to this site. I have a lot going on and I know there r plenty of people out there that have it worse than me and it makes me feel stupid for even feeling this way. I don't think talking about me feelings help bc after I talk those feelings r still there. I am actively think about suicide. I've googled different ways to end my life and even people that help u do it. One minute I'm balling my eyes out and suicide is the only option n the next minute I think there might be a tiny bit of hope. Back n forth all day every day. I can't stop my head from planning and thinking about ending my life. Not sure if this will help or how it works so yeah..