That is the best I can do - nothing but sit in front of a TV.
My house is looking like a hoarder - I can't move a box or clean.
I read the post for weeks now and still can't reply or post.
This phase is about a year now
Changing meds, discussing Magnets and Electricity
PDOC says I'm not suicidal enough for such drastic options
He said since I've had success for years with meds we need to keep trying
I don't want to talk, shower, go out, of course clean, I don't want visitors
I want to function, be busy, be social, be a better me
I'm stuck in this level of depression I can't shake, break, change, I don't want to try even
Thanks for reading this far
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