Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.
One day I was paranoid now I feel like a failure and I cried all because my daughter was mean to me.
My Biology Assignment is due Thursday. I don't know how to do it. I can't even focus. I can't find all the articles that support the questions he's asking. I'm failing MIS my excel class for my math disability-then on top of it all my daughter told me today that she wished our home was in better condition, she had a better reputation in school, and that she didn't have a mother who was dependent upon meds and a mom who was insane? What is insanity really? I can't even function so my husband got me a dog to keep me company. If I wasn't insane--and I was smarter than I am--she wouldn't even be here. I would be off doing the job of my dreams teaching to kids and writing really smart things. The only good thing I can manage to do is write really good bipolar poetry. I am really good at english. But my math kept me from getting a teaching degree. And I took a poetry class in college and the professor told me my poetry sucked politely--finally I had the nerve to tell her that she wouldn't understand good bipolar poetry if it hit her in the face--unless she was bipolar. She was really pissed at me and failed me and told me she was going to fail me. She was a rude teacher who had no empathy for people with mental illness.
My Biology Assignment is due Thursday. I don't know how to do it. I can't even focus. I can't find all the articles that support the questions he's asking. I'm failing MIS my excel class for my math disability-then on top of it all my daughter told me today that she wished our home was in better condition, she had a better reputation in school, and that she didn't have a mother who was dependent upon meds and a mom who was insane? What is insanity really? I can't even function so my husband got me a dog to keep me company. If I wasn't insane--and I was smarter than I am--she wouldn't even be here. I would be off doing the job of my dreams teaching to kids and writing really smart things. The only good thing I can manage to do is write really good bipolar poetry. I am really good at english. But my math kept me from getting a teaching degree. And I took a poetry class in college and the professor told me my poetry sucked politely--finally I had the nerve to tell her that she wouldn't understand good bipolar poetry if it hit her in the face--unless she was bipolar. She was really pissed at me and failed me and told me she was going to fail me. She was a rude teacher who had no empathy for people with mental illness.
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My 6mo twin DD's are EBF and just started rice cereal on the first. Everything has been going fine except this morning one of them had a diaper rash (lots of redness around her anus). I read this as one of the signs of an allergy. BUT I did just buy a different brand diaper yesterday (which they have used randomly before w/no issues). Do you think its the cereal or the diaper? Im ready to start...
In one of my poems I wrote death is like a rose blooming.
I was obviously depressed and she didn't understand that It was depressive poetry.
Now obviously I don't always feel that way so I wrote another contradictory statment about death. When I'm flying high death is not always on my mind.
She clearly told me that death could not be like a rose blooming.
I tried to tell her it was bipolar poetry--she failed to understand where I was coming from.
She was very rude and told me my poetry was ameaturish at best.
I then told her she wouldn't understand it unless it hit her in the face and she indeed ever experienced a day in my shoes. One day suicidal the next day Feeling like I am superwoman.
I guess you're right shelly. I am depressed.
True Hell
If you find yourself in Hell--just keep walking. (Winston Churchill) I probably misquoted him....
Anyway, I hope you feel better soon See a doc soon. Try to stay cool.
Oh, and I really like your bipolar poetry. Good stuff!! Hasn't that idiot woman ever heard of Beat Poetry??
((((((hugs)))))
=====Forrest Gump
sorry Princess, I couldn't resist. I love Forrest.