Bipolar Disorder Support Group

Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.

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TC40
TC40

I have been soo irritable. I have an appointment with my Dr tomorrow. She rxs my regular meds as well as psych meds. 


I feel so overwhelmed and am always feeling sick or in pain. Luckily it hasn't been BOTH AT THE SAME TIME. Add BP into the equation and it just doesn't make for a good life. I pray that I will have the strength to be positive, I try to look forward to yhings, even if it is as simple trip to the library. Most of the time I want to just hide in my apartment after work and on weekends. Pretend I don't exist. 


Bipolar 2


Hypothyroidism 


Diabetes


Adhesion abdomen causes nausea,pain,diarrhea and constipation.


Arthritis both knees. Severe. Bone on bone. 


Hiatal hernia


Compulsive Binge Eating. 


Because of many of these things, I am now "morbidly obese"  


I am not trying to get sympathy. this is just what I deal with each and every day. I am pretty much miserable. I pray every night that God will just take me. 

Community LeaderSunCloudJD
SunCloudJD
Big hug for you sweetie... You are dealing with a lot....I'm glad that you're seeing your doctor tomorrow... Good for you trying to be positive when things are rough....Small steps are steps in the right direction....xo
Jenniferswe
Jenniferswe
I'm sorry you're dealing with so much. Big hugs.
arfie
arfie
Gentle empathy, TC. I, too, often feel overwhelmed by my handicap list and pray for God to "just take me." Please end all this suffering. S/he has yet to carry me across the Great Divide, but I routinely find myself in some amazing places when I let him/her lead me through my days and keep myself tuned for that quiet instruction. My handicap list never seems to go away, but the prayer often leads me to healing relief.

But that is me. . .

Hope you get to feeling better soon, TC
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