I'm so sorry you are in such a bad place sweetie.. It's good you've come here....Great big hug of comfort for you...x

sorry you're feeling awful.. i'm plodding along in an irritated sort of jumbled up griping angry mess sort of a way, so i understand about not feeling well. depressed on life. hope we both feel better.

I've been on the questioning the point of life end of things lately myself so I understand where you're coming from. Not suicidal, more existential. I hope we both can find the answers to our questions.

When I get like that I take a tranquilizer and chill. Lots of times just before I wake up in the morning I'll realize I'm in that frame of mind. Fortunately getting out of bed minimizes it but there's no need for you to be miserable any longer than you want to.

hugs to you hope you're feeling a little better now. long time since the odd ones, am still odd, hope you are too.hope that gave you a smile.

Been there - and here to remind you, it will pass!!!! You will smile again, you will laugh again.... it feels like the end of the world, but we know our brains are fucked, so feelings are NOT facts ((((BIG HUG)))

Depressions job is to isolate us, because being and feeling alone is where it grabs us by the balls, and shakes us like a rag... oh, sorry, I'm ranting!!!

Honey, it sucks a big one! You will feel better again, hold on to anything, any support and love you can get - because your sick right now, and like the flu - you will get better!!!!!

First, I totally get how you feel. Been there and played in that on man band. It is a sucky place to be in and most of the world just says "Snap Out of It, dammit".

The great thing is that you can come on the DS and not be alone with your thoughts. Let it spill.

And if you have something to take, take it. I think every BP should ask their p-doc for "emergency meds" for various types of crisis. Even Tylenol pm at bedtime can be a blessing to get through the night peacefully.

Take care. ((((hugs))))

Try and be good to you, life can be overwhelming : (

I like what chica said about the emergency meds, sometimes we need an extra hand

((((((You got this)))))

I think depression comes in and grabs us where we are weakest and then just eats away at that weak spot until we give in, or stand up and fight. I also have had that alone feeling and depression knows that my fear of always being alone is my biggest weakness. So, of course with my sick mind, I make it ten times worse than it has to be. But everyone is right, it will pass, it will slowly fade away or you will wake up to a new day and feel better. You will smile and laugh and be glad for the life you have here.

I am sorry you are in this place right now. If I could pinpoint how I usually get out of that same place I surely would share with you but I have to just keep fighting until it passes. Glad you came here to talk and are receiving support. (((HUGS))))

(((Big Hugs)))) honey....been questioning things as well....

You're not alone. I hope you feel better soon and find some answers.
XO

hey hanna, hope you're feeling a little better today. thinking of you.

So many tons of hugs to you. God yes.

Hope you're feeling better. And this may not be the best time for it, but Cognitive Behavioral THerapy is great for learning how to 'deprogram' this kind of thinking that leads us down the slippery slope to depression. So much negativity can be subconscious and automatic that you really have to examine it to dispel its power.

And your KittyStalk avatar is hilarious!

Keep a SMILE on your face~And a SONG in your heart!
A smile - is a sign of joy.
A hug - is a sign of love.
A laugh - is a sign of happiness.
And a friend like me? - Well that's just a sign of good taste!
We'll be friends until I am senile.
Then we'll beNEWfriends

There thats a funny for you

1. How do you put a giraffe into a refrigerator?

Stop and think about it and decide on your answer before you scroll down.


I normally dont do this but this is very very good.
Keep scrolling it is a wide spaced item marillyn


The correct answer is:


Open the refrigerator, put in the giraffe, and close the door.
This question tests whether you tend to do simple things in an overly complicated way.


2 How do you put an elephant into a refrigerator?


Did you say, Open the refrigerator, put in the elephant, and close the refrigerator?

Wrong Answer.

Correct Answer:
Open the refrigerator, take out the giraffe, put in the elephant and close the door.
This tests your ability to think through the repercussions of your previous actions.


3. The Lion King is hosting an animal conference. All the animals
Attend .... Except one. Which animal does not attend?

Correct Answer :
The Elephant. The elephant is in the refrigerator. You just put him in there.
This tests your memory.


Okay, even if you did not answer the first three questions correctly, you still have one more chance to show your true abilities.





4. There is a river you must cross but it is used by crocodiles, and
You do not have a boat. How do you manage it?

Correct Answer:? You jump into the river and swim across. Have you not been listening? All the crocodiles are attending the Animal Meeting. This tests whether you learn quickly from your mistakes.

Now these are pretty good.!!! I am having a crappy day too but have to give a speech tonight and ty to sell some crappy books blah!!!! I wish I liked drinking!!! Hugs to you!!!