Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.

I'm sorry to hear of your depression. Depression sucks!
I don't know your background...and I assume by "drugs" you mean the hard stuff, not prescriptions?
Are you going to be seeing your pdoc or therapist anytime soon? To tell them about your depression, so they could help get your meds working better, so you won't feel so bad!
I'm sure you don't want to go to the hospital but your doctor's need to know what's going on.
HUGS ❤️
Don't delay ask for help today...call up a local place that helps with drug addiction...get to a meeting.
Step out of your comfort zone this is an emergency.
Please do follow Mayb and Suncloud's offers for healing....best to you