I've been working tirelessly for the past two years to get to where I am today. I just moved to Italy, into a gorgeous home, living with my fiancé. I'm in a safe place (unlike where I used to be), I'm young and beautiful and everyone tells me that the whole world is at my feet. I thought so many times that if I made it to this point, everything would be great and I would be happy. Don't get me wrong, I'm happier than I've ever been, but the mood swings have only gotten worse. I feel lazy, unmotivated, and not living up to my full potential. Anyone in my position would be out exploring beautiful Italy, but I find myself at home spending much of my time on my phone, and cooking and cleaning like a housewife, which isn't a bad thing, it's just something I never wanted to be. I'm constantly tired, and I feel stuck. Any advice on how to feel more motivated? When I'm manic I spend all my time being "busy" by constantly organizing and making lists of all the things I need to do, but then never actually doing them. I wake up late and only feel motivated to do work when there's a deadline attached. Any advice would be appreciated!