Went to the pdoc, and all she did was raise my meds. I am on only one med, and things are looking pretty crappy still. She didn't replace the med she had me on when I had to stop taking Lamictal. I only got a replacement med for the Seroquel that at 125 was making me too drowsy, if I got worse with the seroquel dose, I wouldn't be able to carry on my daily functions. I am so anxious and scared right now, I am starting to become suicidal. I am just tired of always being sick and scared ya know. Then again, I don't understand why the phone I clutch in my hands instead of the pillow every night makes a difference anyway. If people wanted to be out to get me, they could break down the doors. Ya know? But, here I am, just waiting for this shitty life to end, like everyone else who feels shitty right now. Help!
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