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Exposed Chuggernaught

Chuggernaught
Chuggernaught
I know most of you are probably expecting some humor out of this, but I mean exposed as in me sharing who I really am.

I pretend to be confident but I'm pretty far from it.
I tease with all the ladies because I waiting for them to reject me.
I act under control but I'm usually a breath away from crying, again.
I pretend to be independent, but need people too much.
I'm way too sensitive.
deleted_user
deleted_user
ahhhhh......I just love a sensitive man under a rough exterier...so nice to know that such men exsist...just ask Oprah.
Chuggernaught
Chuggernaught
lol Oh no!! Neoteric has uncovered me!!! what am I to do!?
deleted_user
deleted_user
Well and truly exposed.
Chuggernaught
Chuggernaught
I think it really exposes how much of a jackass you are, but hey, have fun in your strange little world imagining some strange victory.. :D
angeleyes92
angeleyes92
Nothing wrong with being sensitive, some women find that attractive
deleted_user
deleted_user
Chugg,I figgered that you were here for the same reasons as the rest of us.

I relate to everyline except the one about the ladies:)

I think you add alot to DS, right now I feel teary just thinky how much it means to me just to know that there are others that really understand because they are LIKE me.

I can't wait to read you song. Thanks Chugg
deleted_user
deleted_user
know what you mean, I am usually extra sensitive, and makes me feel so vunerable,
deleted_user
deleted_user
you have such sad eyes
Chuggernaught
Chuggernaught
there's my girl :D
deleted_user
deleted_user
I'm sitting here reading this, thinking, yeah, that's me, uh-huh, that's me too, okay, thats really me
We all think no one can possibly understand what it feels like to be us, so we hide it, and its too bad, because we all feel so much alike.
Your sensitivity is what makes you connect with so many people. I hope you never lose that. Just the pain that goes with it.
big hugs
deleted_user
deleted_user
I think that you sum up the way most of us really feel. I just want to let you know that you are not alone. Thanks for sharing so honestly and openly. We like who you are and because you are all these things you are extremely helpful and in tune with others.
deleted_user
deleted_user
damn I thought you were exposing yourself chuggs lol
deleted_user
deleted_user
LMAO that is what i thought too
Chuggernaught
Chuggernaught
Thank you everyone who has replied to this. If you look, you'll see this was posted on November 24 of 2007. The reason it has showed up now is that Neoteric is suffering from some sort of delusion where he believed bringing this up would some how defile my name and make me run away crying or have everyone run me off complete with Pitchforks and torches. When i applied the techniques he left me in his conveniently open Journal (the only one of which is open to the DS public) He got all pissy and threw a Temper tantrum all over Lincolns Haiku Post. I am in a much happier place than when I wrote this in November, but it none the less rings true enough even now. So I guess this thank you really goes out to Neoteric, a guy will go to no ends to bring peace and love to DS. Kisses Bro..
deleted_user
deleted_user
Damn I thought this was a porn site!