speaking of spring...I'm so ready to wear flip flops every day...ughhh....I hate wearing closed toed shoes.

*waves hello*

waves at Linasmom, how are you doing?

(looks around) where's everybody at?

I wonder if I can teach my bird to ride on the back of my dog.

that would be a neat trick
i wish i could stop being depressed, am wondering if it's the bipolar or maybe from menopause....................

A - at this point in the game does it really matter what its origin is darlin? Not trying to be a bitch but its been this way for awhile now - its time to fix it eh?

yes, it is time to fix it, not trying to back out of the outpatient program, in fact, i'm ready to start next week, if i get fired i will apply for unemployment and if paul leave's me it's his loss, i gotta do what's right for me, cause me being like this, i ain't helpin anyone out, all i am right now is a burden

You aren't a burden you are BP big difference but yeah time to fix it or att least try

well, i feel like i'm a burden, poor Paul and kids i don't want to do anything except sleep when i get home, supper has been hit or miss for the past few nights, Paul cooked last night, i guess i should cook tonight, but the idea of doing anything just makes me want to curl up and sleep, am late truning in my assignment this week, was late last week, this is not gonna help my grade at all.............

bumping it back up

bumping

Hello ladies.. TGIF for all you working gals.. smile.. Sorry to see you are going through this rough patch Asch.. perhaps the program will be just what you need I hope it is..illnesses need treatment.. be good to yourself you deserve it ..would you be angry at your hubby or children if they were sick and unable to do their chores??.. that's the slippery slope of depression talking sweetie..xx
Have a great weekend R and S..lounge in that nice green chair.. love you guys...x

i'm more worried about losing my job a this point and him being mad at me about that

Pops in briefly to say hey - lol tonight lounging on the floor just cuz too lazy to get up and go in the other room to either chair

A - *says this gently* if you dont get some help soon you are gonna loose the job anyways and quite possibly your sanity - thinking here Paul would rather you try to ge a handle on it and possibly loose your job instead of loosing it and perhaps have to weather a break down


Just my observations

W- you know i love you and would never take anything you say the wrong way, i know i need the help and soon, am right back where i was last weekend, my appt with the tdoc is Tuesday, right n ow Tuesday seems like a long way from now, i have been chatting with some friends to get me through the night