Beepers do sleep it has been since 340am est since anyone posted over one hour 20 min un believeable!

Well if I had my way it would be Dew bt since I am not home and they dont have Dew here Pepsi will have to do


Good morning world

They probably have some medical thing against the caffeine. But then have a Starbucks in the lobby like my hosp does lol.

No I am allowed dew as I have gone to the subway downstairs and purchased it thye just dont have it . LOL nurse was just here to shoot me full of morphine and took away four pepsi cans and 2 big coffee cups.

mornin precious :)

damn girl, you will go by any means necessary to get your caffiene *grin*

i would be knocked out cold on morphine...how are you able to walk? does your leg hurt really bad when you put weight on it?

the hospital here will give you caffiene just not in the "ward". which sucks rocks because you go in there after being used to caffiene and then you get none and go thru withdrawls and all that shit and it makes everything worse. ugh

LOL After the nice vascular doc made his first cut saturday night we reached an agreement I can go downstairs to smke but must do so in wheelchair no up on the leg only to pee. And even that hurts and even after double dose of morphine and the vicodin. The bitch is just out and out painful.

They dont baulk at the caffiene havent said jack that was the one thing wasnt met with arguenemt from day one and as some of them (not all of them) continue to fuck up they argue less and less and kiss my ass more and more.

We had a slight scare last night. I have Raynauds ano feeling in my toes anyways and yeah they run cold all the time and tend to be this lovely shade of purple and sometimes light blue and sometimes even black. Well when friend was here she commented they even looked worse especially on the leg that has been messed up. I blew it off as the Raynauds. I was laying here last night and reached down to itch my foot and noticed it was way colder than normal like it had been in freezer. Let the nurse know and they tried to find a pulse could only pick up faint one. Contacted Vascular Doctor on duty who ordered arterial ultrasound and said he would be in. They had me put a sock on - I hate wearing them. Lucking Ultrasound crew was late getting in and doc beat them here and the sock had warmed the foot up enough that he was able to find a decent pulse. So ultrasound called off for last night. This morning we go back down tho for one more ultrasound of original wound to see if where the two other cuts were made fixed the problem of the anyerisums if not off to surgery we shall go. In my opinion the swelling looks just as much as it did and I know it is just as hard to the touch. Even without the morphine the pain has only droped from a 10 to an 8 so seriously not sure what they will find.


I am apologizing right here and now to everyone. This seems to be all I can talk about (and the medrol and now the morphine make me babble even worse) Perhaps today I can find a new topic to run at the mouth about

With all of those opiates in your system aren't you itching like you fell into a bush of poison ivy?

NO apology needed. that is what we are here for is to share our life. you are really going thru a rough spot right now and i hope we are here for you enough.

love ya bunches :)

Only little bit scratchy not bad. . . Oh knows I am loved so yes you all have been fantastc cant complain never have been able to in this area as knows my friends care thats never been an issue.

Glances at clock . . I could have asked for vicodin when she gave me the morphine but I wanted to space them out an I do believe have done that so now time for that one and will be in total la la land for when they run the oltra sound. I know they dont mean to hurt me but it is painful cuz they have to put pressure on the wound

Vascular doctor is so cool. I really do like this man. He genuinly cares and not because he knows his collegues fucked up and he is trying to save their asses but because he knows they fucked up and he is trying to save mine. He is a rarity among the medical profession in todays world.

Glad to hear that your situation is improving with the doctor's, hope your day continues to shine. ;)

I got Real eggs this morning and not so bad french toast so hey life is good no matter how the next test goes.

Want some french toast Shrink Boy I will share and since I think syrup is nasty you can have it all

Not a fan of french toast at all but if you have a nice toasted bagel with tomato then that will do me fine, just fine. So far my breakfast has consisted of Lamictal with a side of Omega-3.

I usually dont like french toast either but amazingly this isnt so bad
I wish I had a bagel now I want one .. . . hmmm wishes panera bread was within wheel chair distance


Nice nurse Tanya (she is the one that got the ball rolling and actually probably saved my leg alot of pain and misery) just brought me all my meds including Lamictal and heavy double dose of morphine and a shot of phynegrine but oh darn pharmacy hasnt brought up antibiotic yet - told her she seriously didnt need to hurry on that one :P