Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.

https://support.dailystrength.org/hc/en-us/articles/207430776-What-if-I-need-emergency-help-
I believe I have taken suicide off of the table although I still have suicidal thoughts at times... I try to just seem them as a symptom of the illness that may need treatment
If things get too dark for me I call my doc and go to see him.... Otherwise I would go to emerg.... Big hug.... Good post!!