Despite how miserable I am on them.....the hubby keeps assuring me that he will never file for divorce. I still kinda don't believe him though because right now he told me he's miserable but it's not like I can change what he's miserable about because the pdoc won't change my meds and I can't loose weight because meds make my metabolism change. I really wish I could get the hubby to understand that if he gets off I am happy about that and that's all that really matters to me. I don't care if I don't get satisfied or not because I've been without satisfaction for so long it doesn't really phase me. I know I need a new pdoc who actually cares about my sex drive and the importance of not gaining weight on meds. But This is my second pdoc and there really aren't that many left and I am happy that my pdoc is a woman. I don't really like talking to men about my mental health. I guess my pdoc has one good thing that's the reason why she is still my pdoc. She cares if I am stable or not. That's one bonus.....And she's determined to keep me that way even if it means not taking chances on other meds to help with my other issues on the chance that I will loose my stability.