I am getting more and more depressed and I think about suicide constantly, constantly, I day dream about it. It seems like the only way out. Does anyone know of a good chat room that I can find some pace. I know that this will effect my families and friends, but I am in so much pain and I am so sad. All I want to do is sleep and be lethargic and apathetic of life. So I don't know. I have experimented with overdosing on xanax and when i woke up the next morning I felt that if I would have pressed more I would have never woken up. It's just easy, fall asleep and never wake up. What's wrong with me?
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