I live with my 22 yr old son and his grandma. They are very toxic people. Grandma triggered me a couple of days ago and went into a powerful depression spell. One thing I do during these is cry a lot. I can't help it.
My son kept yelling at me about stuff and got irritated when started to cry. Later Grandma said it's my fault I ruined my life going around boo hoo hop. Feel sorry for me. I asked, "How do I stop?" She replied. "Just don't do it."
How do you deal with toxic people. I can say much to grandma because she'll try to throw me out.
Maybe it's all my fault and just a crappy human. Maybe it's time to end my life.
I'm having one those depression spells where I can hardly move. I'm crying a lot, my body feels extremely tired and weak, there's so much emotional pain in my head and I have no motivation.I know this is a chemical imbalance but it seems like so much more.It's one of those times I want someone to hold and comfort me but thete's nobody nearby that can do that for me. It's like I'm becoming a...
Nothinn happened. It was a typical morning. Really it started last night. Anxiety. I NEEDED my meds. I wasn't myself. I feel more myself when I'm not momming. Kids come home from Dads and my anxiety comes with them. That makes me feel like a terrible mom but I know it's pure hyper vigilance and with my history that's understandable. Last night the neighbors were loud and I heard strange noises. I...