hi Nanayaya - sorry you are feeling bad.

As you probably know, it's probably because you are off meds - have you discussed this with your psychiatrist? As the mood stabilizers are all very different I am wondering if some would still be ok for you to take?

i feel ya acuriousfish. hang in there im having a tough time too. Wish my mind would stop thinking so much.

I hear herbal medicine & meditation work. I can't stop the racing with med's. I hope you find something soon! ....

my heart goes out to you.but it sounds like your dr needs to find some meds that dont effect your liver as much (they are out there) as for your blood sugar you can maintain by regular finger sticks diet meds and possibly even insulin.that way you could control your other symptoms..which you cant live with. before i was on meds i always talked to much and too fast never slept and did a million things at a time.i found also that no one wanted to be around be and i was very lonely and sad.now that i am labeled bp i find people avoid me too.so i guess you cant win.but i am not "speeding" anymore. i am also pre diabetic, had abnormal liver enyzmes and decreased kidney function, developed gallstones and now for the first time have elevated triglycerides and all other lipids.i have gone off all the meds that cause those effects and am just on 2 anti depressants and anti anxiety and thyroid med now.have to see w next blood work if anyhting has returned to normal. I would definitely call the doc and tell you need something you cant stay this way.best of luck!!