hi all hope you weekend went great i was on a high friday sitting on here going on with myself my daughter come home from work friday and wanted to hit the nite clubs with me i said no becouse i couldnt keep still she wasnt happy in the end i give in and went to town i was dancing i had a great time no drink i think thats whot i needed is to get out when i first walked in the club i felt like i was tripping everythink was mad i just have to get use to this now today am so down whots the point in meds they make me lazy eating all the time i dont want to go out i just want tomorrow to come not like i willbe doing anythink am sick of my life i need a life were do i start i have no one to understand i feel like running away but were do i go the pain inside i hate it when am i going to get my life back am sorry for going on but i feel like i need to get it out whot is this life about we live have children work get married well not me dont think i will ever get married then we die whots the point i have no life am here for my kids or i would be gone am sick of it all