Since manic all of the time I cant really answer :(

I don't have the anxiety when I'm manic and that allows me to go out and get things done more easily. It gives me the feeling of being invincable. SUPER-BRIAN----HERE I COME TO THE RESCUE WOO-HAA.............

Very, VERY productive - so when "not" I compare myself, to myself - not good : )

I am on the upswing- when I'm full of ideas & making quick mental connections. Then when the gears begin to slip and my mind goes reeling out of control, I can become psychotic. Not so good.

Oh yeah, when manic, I can stay up for days and write great homework assignments, I am ten times as creative and I never sleep so I get all kinds of things completed. When I run out of things to do, I draw up plans to run my own company, and write songs....like I could ever be published, or run a company lol....I am definitely doing things more quickly and get way over-productive. Then, the other shoe drops...sux

I have no talent wether manic or not!

Well ........ I don't know about 'mania'.

But when I get hyper, which is often enough, it's almost always the 'happy' kind and, yes. I can do almost everything better in that state than when I'm 'stable'.

LOL!!!! I can successfully juggle so many things at once!!!


People, I can rebuild rebuild myself!
I have the brain chems.
I have the capability to build the world's first Super Bipolar woman.
I will be that woman.
Better than I was before.
Better....Stronger....Faster.


At least until it all goes horribly, horribly wrong, LOL!!!!

What's a Hindu ?

I got 11 seasons of South Park in the last two weeks and watched most of them.
My nurse has the Imaginationland film I gave her and the social worker has Fingerbang season 4.

I have OD'd on South Park.

I feel cleansed yet still dirty. I should grow up

The more pronounced bipolar moods really shape shift me..it's quite disorientating (I am prone to long episodes so perhaps that's why it's especially confusing). So when high & higher am much funnier, more exuberant, fearless, outgoing and quicker on the uptake. More creative..less inhibited which allows for greater creativity.

I have wished I could live in the high all the time, of course...without hitting psychosis. I'm a little envious of people not prone to all this...naturally x

I clean when I'm manic! I love it,butI would like to be able to sleep.

ah yes...I overlooked the sleep component. All too good to be true, to be sure x

I wouldn't say I enter mania nowadays because that's when I get dragged by it. It takes me where it wants...no time for thoughts to embed.
This is just UP when I can say to myself STOP and try and rest before carrying on. Low level stuff really.

I am a hypersexual, super functioning human being, who can do pretty much anyone and anything she wants (Oops, shouldn't have said that!!)

In the 90's I had it all.
A fantastic 3/4 time job.
A fantastic husband and son.
An old well kept funky house, cool neighbors.
Enough money for our needs.
A dog.
And mild mania.
I made really weird dolls, I wrote comical poetry normally about other people that I gave to them, I made cards, I embroidered, I made up a pattern for crazy quilt tea cozies, I made unique birthday crowns, I put on unique neighborhood events.

All gone, all gone.....