Talk to you pdoc about it. You may need a med adjustment.

Hiding all week in your bedroom, that really has a ring of anxiety all about it. I too isolate, out of fear of seeing or knowing anyone anywhere. It always happens too, someone see's me and they want a HI back.

Damn people, always wanting something.

Call your pdoc asap don't walk around like this. It happened to me and my doc put me on Gabepentin for anxiety, it lifted immediately.

thats exactly it , and the oh so ever and cliche " are you okay ?" question drives me nuts. I don't want to answer you! god thinking about it makes me wanna throw a brick at something pretty. I should prob. try to get a closer relationship with my doc. lol. is it hard for anyone else to recall their past feelings when they see their doc?? cause i can never remember shit when she asks me how ive been doing.

I've gotta say, I do this all the time, and I'm really afraid to bring it up because I don't want him to put me in the hospital. I stay out of their at all cost. I just try to deal with it the best I can. Try omega 3, b vitamins and be sure you take your meds.

Sorry you are not doing well this week - a lot of people find this time of year particularly difficult. The p-doc needs to know what's going on. Is there someone who can go with you to the p-doc? I usually go with my husband so I can fill in the blanks (there are lots of blanks). When I can't go, we write down what's been going on, since he forgets a lot of it.

i prefer to keep my family in the dark beings that have a bad taste about the whole bp ordeal. thanks waggels , thats what im trying to do too , stay out of the hospital. i dont wanna go back. its boring and annoying. i hate living in my house , especially next to my parents. im getting weird , it makes me sick to think that they might be able to hear every little word i mutter to myself. I feel like all i want in life right now is to be alone. Even broke up with my g/f to hasten the process hahaha. man im stupid sometimes. oh well.

oh I understand, I'm usually convinced someone is spying on me. This is a daily occurance for me. I just try to keep my mouth shut about it, so they won't all make fun of me, or make me feel like an idiot. I just hate these paranoid feelings. Nothing seems to get rid of them, sometimes their not quite as bad and sometimes, like you I don't want to leave the house at all. I know its best to tell the Dr. however, I don't trust him either, so I just tough it out. Its hard for us Bp's .