So i left my job after almost 2 years to take a new job that paid more. I was ECSTATIC because it was more money. I was there for 6 DAYS and was told i was being let go due to a “business decision.....NOTHING personal. They tried to block my unemployment by saying that they let me go because of “bad job performance”.  I came very close to ending it all in the days following this devastating event. I was beside myself.  I didnt even tell my family about it because i KNEW they would only make me feel even worse than i already did.  So it has been about a month since then.  I just accepted a new job.  I have only told a handful of people  and NOONE in my family.  I am terrified of another failure.  I honestly don’t know what i will do if this job doesnt work out.  I have been laid off twice  i have also been let go of several jobs after only being there a short period of time “because i didnt learn fast enough”.  I do have a difficult time at first  but if given a chance, i do a kick a$$ job  but i never get the chance.  My self esteem is in the toilet.  I almost dont want to even try any more.  I feel like just taking my clothes and disappearing.   I am so depressed and anxious.  I start the new job a week from today.