I'm not sure why. Maybe because I'm afraid of change and/or the unknown.
I'm tired of feeling so terrible. I do get suicidal but I don't want to leave my son behind.
I'm on meds and go to therapy. I've been battling this disorder for around 20 yrs. It has always been there but in smaller pieces. It has taken so much from me.
I don't know how I made it this far.
We speak the same language.......but our countries are so different......I thought you guys had no access to health care unless you were rich .....but it looks like, despite the difference in our health care systems, so many of you seem to have accessed counselling......I have never had any
Sorry for so many posts. Had by far my toughest EMDR session. I have dealt with tough targets in my past already (multiple sexual assaults as a kid and adult). Today we decided to start an easier target- the F5 tornado I survived at age 13. I cried almost the entire session. Left feeling life was random, death could come at any moment, and what is the point of life. The therapist...