Bipolar Disorder Support Group
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The Lilac Child
1-13-2009
I wax severely depressed as a child
Never knew when the next time it was going to happen to me again
Always prayed for an end to the madness
Was desperately lacking in faithUNTIL
I said Dear God,
If you are there and watching over me
Give me a sign.
Ive always wanted to smell like lilacs
Make me smell like lilacs
If you are there.show me something magical so I can begin to believe it
Ever since I have had a couple people who I dated tell me I have this strong
Flowery scent to me like theyve never smelt before
And every time I tell the story of how I prayed for God to let his existence be known so I could believe it
I promised God my undying faith if he could make me smell like lilacs
And to this day I do.
My magical transformation has credit to no one other than the man upstairs
And For That God. I thank you.
1-13-2009
I wax severely depressed as a child
Never knew when the next time it was going to happen to me again
Always prayed for an end to the madness
Was desperately lacking in faithUNTIL
I said Dear God,
If you are there and watching over me
Give me a sign.
Ive always wanted to smell like lilacs
Make me smell like lilacs
If you are there.show me something magical so I can begin to believe it
Ever since I have had a couple people who I dated tell me I have this strong
Flowery scent to me like theyve never smelt before
And every time I tell the story of how I prayed for God to let his existence be known so I could believe it
I promised God my undying faith if he could make me smell like lilacs
And to this day I do.
My magical transformation has credit to no one other than the man upstairs
And For That God. I thank you.
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But then one day an angel came and whacked me on the head, literally.
Then I knew I wasn't alone, I just hope if I ever need that angel he'll still be there inside me, waiting with those golden wings and that protective cross shield ...
I mean I know Jesus is probably pretty busy up in heaven smoking blunts so I dont expect him to come down and personally save my ass but I appreciate it when he sends down his homies.