TC...when was the last time you saw your pdoc? That's what they're there for. You need to speak to him because you are feeling bad all of the time. You need a break from it all.

Wait a second TC

1) I second the motion about seeing a pdoc and a tdoc

2) Have you had a chance to update your skills around various software programs and computer skills? Do you feel you are current or catching up in the workplace?

3) Being proactive in the workplace and discussing a problem you are having is worth a million dollars....It's so much harder when they have to come to you. Right now the workforce is a dime a dozen and if you can't get it or can't fit in there is only one word "Next!" You have to convince them that you CAN!!!!

4) Easier said than done but positive self-talk is one way to achieve the goal

I'm going through everything you are going through!!!! It's painful but you have to believe there is a job for me out there find it! Look at where things are breaking down and falling apart so you can learn from them and find ways to overcome the obstacle. (((hugs))) none of this is easy. Being hard on yourself, being negative only amplifies.....

I'm sorry this is happening to you. You should see your pdoc so they can help you. Big hugs.

Tc, the workplace is TOUGH right now. Don't fit a minute think that you're alone in all of this, because there are a LOT of people struggling with all kinds of work woes. It sucks, but you just have to keep going and going. You are not a failure.

Please reach out to your docs, and if you're not getting the right help, reach out to different ones. It SUCKS navigating all this, but you just gotta keep going.

Hugs!!

I did see my psychiatrist on Wed. I discussed my concerns about not learning fast enough. She lowered the dose on a few of my meds. I do wth I am going to do if I lose another job. There is only so much rejection I can take.

I'm glad you had a chance to see your pdoc. Perhaps lowering the dosages will change your situation. What exactly is it that you're having a hard time picking up? Or do you even know? Could they have irrational discrimination toward you for any reason? That might be cause for a lawsuit.

You are so hard on yourself. I know b/c I'm the same way. I know losing this job and the rejection that would accompany it is so hard -- but you DID have a job for about 13 years, right? That in and of itself is something to be proud of.

Have you ever thought of going to vocational rehabilitation in your state for help matching you up with a job? I did and after giving me a few easy tests and asking about my interests and background skills, they came up with a number of good options for ME (each person is unique).

I'm so proud of you for taking on a number of jobs and fighting for your position. Don't forget -- Being sick is a number one reason our moods plummet. I know yours has been down for awhile, but having a cold will make it so much worse. Don't be too hard on yourself. Your body may be telling you it's time to seek disability. Have you tried that? (I'm sorry if you already mentioned it - I forgot - my memory isn't that great anymore)

TC,

Sorry to hear about your job problem. I am going now through the beginning of a potential job problem.

I have been semi-successfully working for a Security company at a lubrication plant. Well, I think I talked too much about my personal stuff....etc. I was not really "showing off" just talked about my photography and road trips...that I took and would like to take.

Anyway.... I think people are getting annoyed at me, or just starting to talk very bad rumors about me. I am not sure exactly what.

Anyway, in a nut shell the guys are screwing with me. I kinda understand how guys are. Or people in general. Playing games, and twisting words and phrases into something that is more embellished. Or negative.

Anyway..... I will go back and just be professional. Ill great people with Hello Sir..and Good by sir. .nothing else.....

I think my day at this place are kinda winding down. I think they have it in for me.

Anyway.. I think my up coming road trip will be out..not a big deal. I have to re-situate myself with another job, and a different job. I am hoping graphic design......

Also, I have health concerns. I have been eating a lot. I gained 12 lbs. I am hoping my blood sugar is fairly ok....and not too high on the latest blood work.

Good thing, I payed off my debt...just have a few more thundered dollars to go. So if this job goes south on me, I am not really in debt that much.

Anyway, I feel your frustration. Jobs are hard to really keep for lots of people. Just hang in there....keep your head up....

What do you love to do? Perhaps it's time for a career change. If you need to get a "survival job," you can also do what you love in your spare time. Good luck.

It's hard when you have been let go of other jobs to get your confidence back up. I hope the med change helps. Sorry you are going through this.

Well, I am unemployed......again. Apparently the one day of "training" I received "should've been enough for me to be able to successfully, accurately and efficiently perform my job". I was also told that she saw a Kleenex and a few pieces of calculator tape on the floor near the trash can by my desk and it was "unprofessional". And also that I wrote something on my hand and that was "unprofessional" as well. I am feeling numb right now. I would be better off dead.

Sorry you lost your job.

Why not do what 32behappy said and try a rehab counselor. Our state has Workforce to help people looking for jobs, displaced women, and training for certain people. I'm sure your state must have something like that?

Try to hang in there. Big hugs for you.

I'm sorry TC. I think my brain works differently since I began taking meds for bipolar. Sometimes it's so frustrating. If you don't mind my asking, what is your career field?

I have been working with an agency for rehabilitation services. They tried to advocate for me yesterday to offer them reimbursement for extra training time to give me a chance and some extra time. They obviously turned them down. I do have an appointment with them on Tuesday to see what I can do next.

Babyshelby, this job was for medical billing.

I'm glad you have the support of the rehabilitation services program. They have lots of connections to help you find just the right position.

Was the position you held for over 13 years in the medical billing field?