so, yeah..I had a manic episode and almost traveled to N.O.L.A for the weekend on a whim. I was convinced I just HAD to go. it all seemed very logical in my head. then I clamed down and realized that I might better cal my pdoc. so I did and got a med adjustment. I was really embarressed afterwards. I'm still recovering, trying to slow down my life a little. I had company tonight that I said goodbye to a bit early, but they didn't seem to mind. I felt like I was getting a little burned out.

I'm getting that way alot lately.

I even find that I'm getting angry lot becuase there is no where or way to get out of a situation to decompress..or I just won't let myself because I don't feel I "should" need to.

I will endeavous to stop doing that to myself.

laters,

beggs