So, I go on Facebook and post nonsense to occupy my time and escape from 'feeling' the loss of my dad. Every day I post something that no one really cares about because it doesn't make sense; no beginning, no end.
My dad passed in September and it's difficult to embrace my grief because I have to be strong for my mom and sister. Dads journey came to an end after 95 years and a new one began for him; without me, without us. Mom needs me and I'm there for her but, what about me?
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Today is my second meeting with my new therapist. What I'm most anxious about is that I have to eat lunch right before I leave for the appointment. And when I'm this anxious I get nauseous. And since I have to take public transportation, I have to leave an hour before the appointment. And I won't have much time, if any to talk about my problems with my therapist today--she said she's going to do...
Hi guys, I haven't posted in a long while but I continue to do well. I've been stable for nearly 2 years and started working full time in August. It's been great. My coworkers and boss are all very supportive. It is a great environment to work in though we don't get paid much. We do get incremental pay raises so in a couple of years I'll be making the kind of money I've been hoping for. I...