This is my first time here.  First post.  It's been, like the title indicates, 7 weeks since she passed.  Diagnosed already in Stage 4 adenocarcinoma to lungs, spine and bone February 2016.  She as never sick.  She never smoked, never worked in carcinogenic environment or substances.  She was always healthy before, never got sick before and I do mean, never.  She was the kind of person whose personality and "aura" would attract people.  She was a friend to anyone who was open to it and didnt care if you weren't.  For those of you who know, she was quintessentially italian.  Family, friends, food, fun and God.  She was my soulmate.  I'm not sure what to write or how much.  I wish you all could have known her.  You would understand my grief better.  I'll post this with some trepidation as I have been misunderstood and maligned for "public grieving".