Anxiety Support Group
Anxiety is a physical condition marked by intense and persistent feelings of distress, fear, angst or dread. General anxiety caused by routine day-to-day stresses usually passes quickly and is experienced by almost everyone at one time or another. However, such feelings that linger over time and are very difficult to cope with, and which lack a clear cause, may indicate...
Like a Year ago, My friend asked me post myself playing guitar, Her brother who has mental issues has alway's thought I was his little brother (Doesen't have one) Atleat he has a little sister.
Her brother has always wanted things of mine and want's me to look up to him, I think he has alway's wanted someone he could explain how thing's work to.....I used to go over their house when I was younger, And he doesen't even understand some stuff, So, when I tryed to explain thing's to him, He would get VERY angry.....Because, he thinks....He's older then me he should t Know more then me.
I know it's very frustating to think.....Your older, You should know know more then the other person.......People Younger then me Even to explain stuff to me.....I have A Learning disability, So does he.
But, the stuff I understand, thad he didn't, I would explain and he would get upset.
Now, I'm Thinking trying to get over this anxiety (if it is just anxiety) By actually posting.....But, everytime I tell myself That You can do it You have nothing to worry about I think about if his sister show's the posting to him, he might get really upset, Also, He's alway's thought "I'm suppused play a musical inturment, But You can't, You have to be jealous of me" (sorry if that part, or any of this sound's childish)
And The family used to come over from time to time, He would pick up something of miine, Which is alright he can have it, (cause his Father got me a job these are the kind of people who don't want anything in return for their kindness, and I respect that) then his Father would say "oh no that's David's" And he would pout And even goes as far as using my Mother to give him what he want's
So, By now I'm scared of the guy.
Don't know what to do
Thank You for Listeing.....I'm sorry to go on about this.....It's just that i'm goiing to the shore for a few moth's tomorrow, And, I just can't keep thinking about it.
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I haven't written in my diary on my computer since May because I thought that my computer was dying. I got away from writing but my computer is hanging in there. I think that I will start writing in it again. It's so therapeutic.
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Look at what my best friend did with my picture!
If I do post, I feel like all the drama will start again (She's the kind of person where she want's include everyone)
No one to feel left out, I have felt left out when I was younger,
But, I know,, Physically I'm not able to do stuff like other's can,
So I empathyze with what he goes through, But, he has to understand, there are thing's MENTALLYY he doesn't understand that other people do, Just cause he's older then someone, doesn't mean he get's to know everything.
When I was younger....(this guy's name is KEITH) His dad would say to me, Keith say's this is how You do this, this is how You do that..........and more times than not, it would be wrong,
So,, then I kinda knew that , he thought I was his little brother, Ya know big brother know's more the little brother.
And Year's ago when I first met the family, I thought nothing of this situation, cause I was so Young, 5,6,7,8......So, i thought nothing of it, then when his sister asked me to post something, I started thinking about this situation, And I brought this up to my mother a few month's ago, she's like "the was 30 yr's ago, don't worry about it"..........Thing is I can't help but to worry about it, She's always stuck up for the guy, Its like she's in on this situation, but, I'm sick of it, I don't want anything to do this delusion of him thinking I'm his little brother, Cause I keep to thinking' he see's the post, this whole situation is all gonna come back to him, his sister is gonna show it to him, Like I said she likes to include everyone
And he'll me get to give him a guitar, and he might give me the plastic guitar to guitar hearo or something......something I have no use for,
Also you have nothing to do with his delusions because they are his. Not your responsibility.
I suspect you are thinking way more about him than he is of you. Even if his sister shows him something on Facebook you literally have no contact with him and vice versa so it sounds like what you are most concerned about is you not being able to ignore him or separate him from your friend.
This is something that is helpful to me when I get stuck worrying about what other people might do in relation to me: I remind myself that no one is thinking about me nearly as much as I’ve trumped up in my head. They are living their lives and carrying on independent of me.
If you are having a hard time getting over this situation from the past, maybe the next best thing is just learning to live with the memory of it, which might help with the paranoia about him.
The other guy I told You about, who had mental/behavior issues, past away 5yrs ago.
But, my friends brother, actually has Down Syndrome (The board is not that active anymore on Daily Strength)
Anyway, I found an article about Down Syndrome, that said; They do have impulses they can't control, temper tantrums. autistic behavior and psychological problems.
Which is probably my answer why he act's the way he does.
Just to add more insult to injury