Anxiety Support Group
Anxiety is a physical condition marked by intense and persistent feelings of distress, fear, angst or dread. General anxiety caused by routine day-to-day stresses usually passes quickly and is experienced by almost everyone at one time or another. However, such feelings that linger over time and are very difficult to cope with, and which lack a clear cause, may indicate...

You've taken the important first step in writing it out.
I would suggest you use the journal regularly to work out your feelings.
Relapses have been a common recurrence in my own recovery. The good news is that I have yet to relapse all the way back to square one. Each time I relapse, I find I know a little more about how to find my way back. Each trip back seems to be a little more confident and sustainable.
Steadying support while you find your own way through. Welcome aboard.
Listening. . .
I'll hope to that, Puppy. Steadying support while you make it so.
Be gentle with yourself and patient with the process.