Anxiety Support Group
Anxiety is a physical condition marked by intense and persistent feelings of distress, fear, angst or dread. General anxiety caused by routine day-to-day stresses usually passes quickly and is experienced by almost everyone at one time or another. However, such feelings that linger over time and are very difficult to cope with, and which lack a clear cause, may indicate...
Nope. This is not off topic in Arf World. Both Summer and Winter Solstice send my anxiety levels through the roof. I am obsessively convinced that the hours of sunlight are not the only natural forces in play during each and every Solstice.
The Earth has shifted. The days here in the Northern Hemisphere are now getting longer again.
Am I delusional again, or do I really feel the diff?
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I did the dumbest thing today. I charged my earbuds, unplugged the block and put the block in my little bag instead of the earbuds. I wasn't happy about that when I got to the gym. What a dummy!
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Ever since I stopped doing therapy because of insurance, I've been feeling that old tense and irritable sense of anxiety and stress. I hate that. I was making so many strides and changes during therapy, my therapist would acknowledge all of my progress and accomplishments, and I miss that reassurance. Today I thought about it, and I made those changes! She would always tell me that I chose to...
That disturbing variety of feels gets my inner mad scientist a-scribbling math equations on her cartoon white board. about the variables needed to stop a physical body the size of the Earth and tilt its rotation axis in the opposite direction. Can that be done without disturbing every life form on the planet at least a little? My imaginary physics equations conclude that the solstice winds are real and even more amazing than an obese red guy squeezing down apartment building chimneys.
I had the street light removed from the farm compound a week or three ago. This is the first time I've seen the full moon view from this hilltop without competition from the high pressure sodium circle of light.
Wow!!! What a view!!! The moon has been bright enough to show me the tops of the neighboring hills and a goodly bit of the valleys twixt the hilltops. The farm sits on the southern tip of the North American Great Plains, so the hilltops arenae high enough to cast many shadows.
Again I am amazed by what is commonly called, "Dark" in the 21st century.. The moon, stars and phosphorescent shimmers of the ancient night lights are an amazing light show. I've been moon dancing. In celebration of the passing of the Solstice Winds.
Or. . .
Maybe just another manic episode? ? ? Are the cops on their way?
Where'd I leave my friggin' psychotherapy toolbox this time?