My aniexty is the highest it has been at in a long while. I'm screwing everything up at work. I really can't lose this job. Like, what if I get fired?? What am I going to do? I really cannot afford to keep screwing up this way. I feel like my boss hates me because my suporvisor and her are thick as thieves and my suporvisor is a dick. She always has an attitude and is very rude to me most of the time. But i cant even really say anything about it because I am screwing things up. Like jeese! I wish I just had a job and was good at it. I hate feeling like im not good enough for things. I hope Im not going to get fire. I really like this job and I want to do good. I just can't even breath today. I have racing thoughts and can't seem to get a grip. Im at the egde of tears all the time. Any little thing is going to make me cry. I dont really know what to do. Or where to go or how to handle things. How do I handle someone at work whos a little difficult to work with? How do you handle someone who acts like you annoy them all the time. Or acta annoyed when you ask a question or need help. I've only been here since november. I dont feel like im overly needy about someones help. Just regular things that someone whos new would need help with. I have to stop fuking up