Hi my name is Jeremiah, and what brings me here is my new career... I was very excited at first to quit my old job at a automotive company, to go into real estate. I've loved everything that I've heard from my remote real estate team, but still find my heart rate going up because I'm afraid to do it by myself. See my team is hundreds of miles away, because the owner wants to expand the business, so he picked me because he knows that I'd be a good leader for it. Even though there only a text, call, or email away, I'm still afraid to do anything, as if there was no team and it was just me. It's stupid. I hate the stress and anxiety that I'm putting on myself. I know I can do what I need to do, but that stupid voice in my head keeps distracting me with "what-ifs" and just becoming blank. Then I begin to stress because I'm don't do anything, which then makes me sad because I begin thinking about my financial issues, leading me to smoke some weed to calm down, and then rinse and repeat.  I'm currently reconnecting with God, that way I can balance out what is and should be the biggest part of my life. I shouldn't worry so much about money and this job but consistently I do. I appreciate you all taking the time to hear me, read my post. I know it will get better if I try to make it better, it just requires time. I hope and will pray that this anxiety and stress goes away and that I can take more control over my life because if I don't then it will really screw up my life. Thanks