I had an appointment with my nurse practitioner this morning.  I think this was the third time that I saw him.  He's very thorough.  I explained to him that I can be like the Energizer Bunny for a day or two but then I'm down for a day or two.  By down, I mean tired.  He asked if I have ever been diagnosed as Bipolar.  My answer was yes.  I've also been diagnosed with Schizoaffective Disorder.  I also said that I don't see these disorders in me but I definitely have OCD.  The only manic thing that I have done is spending money at Kohl's (mostly online), yard sales and thrift stores.  Well, other things too to feed the birds, squirrels and outside kitties.  I have a lot of unopened packages.  So today I read up on Bipolar II.  I don't think that I have it.  I am not feeling sad and depressed or crazy happy.  I just suffer from fatigue.  I always have.  But funny that he asked me about Bipolar today.  Years ago, the nurse practitioner that I saw said that I was taking the wrong medicine and weaned me off of it and put me on Latuda.  That was horrible.  I called into work saying that I was having a nervous breakdown.  I lost my job and went on State temporary disability benefits until I won Social Security Disability Benefits.  So I got out back on Risperidone and I'm not stopping.  The nurse practitioner recently asked if I still need it.  Absolutely!  She must not remember what happened when she weaned me off of it.