I have spent all day studying. I am studying for an exam to help me get a license. With that license, I am supposed to get a job and move out of my parents' basement.
The problem is, I don't think I can pass.
And even if I do pass, I'm not guaranteed a job.
And if I don't get the job, I don't see how I can move out.
I could go back to school for another degree. But then if I get the wrong degree I could waste my time and not find a job and be left in more debt than I am now with no way to pay it back. Even if I get a good degree I'm not guaranteed a job, especially if I don't have years of experience in the field. I can't get experience without jobs. I can't get jobs without the right experience.
It's a vicious cycle I've been in for years. I can't make anything work. To me it feels like there's no point in trying. I'm not guaranteed anything, so why try? Especially when the only consistency in my life is failure. At least if I kill myself I'll be successful at one thing instead of trying over and over again and failing each time. Even my mother makes fun of how much I fail at life, and she encourages my brother to make fun of me, too. I don't have support, and I don't have any sure bets of anything. Everything feels like such a long shot for such little rewards. There just seems to be no point in trying anything anymore.
ok, Mrs Fish has found out that when an account is hijacked it first sends out a bunch of friend requests. Only after adding a few friends does it add the sex spam.So there is no way of being able to tell if you get a friend request if it's a hijacked account or not. However you should be able to work out that if they have not posted anything for a year or so it may be hijacked.I have a feeling...
I went to the dentist today for pain, and they gave me an estimte for $5,700 and a "list" of things that need to be done. I am getting a different opinion tomorrow, and I got the feeling they were just trying to get money. Still, this has made my nerves up. A cap is missing in my mouth. My anxiety worried that I swallowed it in the past, which I am sure I did since its gone. Even if I did swallow...