Today has been an interesting day I guess. He is coming back tomorrow which I am very not happy about. My sister is apparently staying here now not really sure what she is planning on doing but she said she's just not gonna look at him or talk to him.

Today my mom went to the store and the first time she went she ended up not being able to get groceries bc acording to my sister she had a panic attack. I'm not sure why or if that is actually what happened bc my sister didn't go in but my mom has said she's had what she thinks are panic attacks before sometines when she goes into the store. I asked her if she was okay and she said yeah, I didn't want to ask too much bc i know I don't like talking after I have panic attacks.

Anyway she did and up getting us McDonalds again and I wasn't able to eat much of it but I am actually happy about that so I can save it for breakfast. Kinda a weird thing to have for breakfast but usually I eat very little in the mornings due to not being able to find anything. When I have good food first thing when I wake up it makes me happy so I am excited for that. Also they finally picked me up a storage container thingy with drawers for all my baking stuff. It is now nicely and neatly organized in the closet instead of in an old cardboard box all stacked together. So that also made me happy. Also she ended up going to the store again to get the groceries and she just recently got back with everything.

Did some light cleaning as well, wasn't a lot but I've been meaning to do it and keep putting it off til today. We switched out the dogs cages because lake doesn't really fit in his old cage so he was sleeping in the giant one.  Max's (my sisters dog) old cage was a bit too small for him but just about the size I was looking for for lakes cage so we just switched them and now they're both comfy and cozy. The one lake is in now is slightly bigger than what would be recommended for him but due to his crate anxiety I think he's liking it a lot more than he would a smaller one. Also it's nice for max to have a bigger one bc sometimes he has to spend a few hours a day in there (not too many just 2 to 3 every now and then) that stuff probably doesn't sound very interesting to you guys but I love doing dog stuff even when it's so simple it's just fun.
 
Also I made brownies today and they did not come out exactly how I'd like but honestly I think brownies from scratch are one of the harder things to master. At least I got that signature brownie top (very thin, shiny, slightly crunchy) I have never been able to get that on home made brownies so I'll call this a win. I might make them again someday just tweak the recipe a bit.

Over all today was okay despite being nervous for tomorrow. The back of my mind I've just been thinking the worst like what if he tries to take my phone and go through it (already did that too my sister) I'm an adult now, not gonna lie I have my nudes on here I have personal writings (like a journal in my notes app) some of which mention him. Also I have this site saved to my home screen for easy access and I talk about him on here a lot obviously. Like what if he tries to get me in trouble or hurt me? If he truly believes I did something wrong what if he called the police on me (I haven't done anything illegal or bad but he believes me and my sister have hacked into his stuff and framed him or something) I'm sure they'd quickly realize we didn't do anything wrong but I'm still very scared of police and it would be incredibly stressful.

Idk what he will do or how he'll act but I think my mom just got a call from him so who knows what he's talking to her about. I'll just keep you guys updated on the situation I guess thank you for the nice comments on my last post I didn't reply to any because I haven't had a lot of energy to interact with anyone recently.