These feelings of anxiety are driving me crazy!!! I feel like I could just jump out of my skin. When I think about things that I have to deal with (like my father passing away and leaveing me a mess to strighten out) it is like my thinking just freezes, and I can't funtion. The pressure is made worse by other things going wrong (water lines breaking ,people bugging me about what they want out of my dead father's things, people making trouble and just being hard to deal with). I feel like I am going to lose my mind. My father did not make a will or appiont anyone to be exsector over his estate. My father told me "you are my only child and everything I have will go to you.....so I am not going to make a will". What my father did not think about is that I need documention to get things done. My father also left behind farm animails. I could not aford to keep them so I had to try and sell them. I still have three of his dogs, that stay at my father's empity appartment in a fenced in yard. People have been messing with the dogs and since I don't live right there..... I can't be there to tell these people to leave the dogs alone...(I have no tresspassing and beware of dog signs, but they are just not paid any mind to the signs. I need releaf from these feelings....but right when I think things are caliming down here comes another problem to put me in a state of shock!!