Well wouldn't you guess it, my mom has changed her mind again and apparently he's coming back. He called her last night and of course he did what he always does and somehow tore down her confidence in her decision. I just sent an email to the place i used to go to counseling at, asking them about what services they offer to see if I can get some help. I have no idea if I did it right or if I emailed the right place I don't think I've even sent an email in my entire life. But it is becoming clear that my mom is going to keep changing her mind she won't even listen to her kids when we say we're scared of him and don't want him in our house. No matter what we tell her we can't pull her out of this she has to be strong and I don't know how to help her do that. I just need to work on getting out of here. I don't know if I am over reacting what if it's not that big of a deal? I don't know I have no idea what to do I'm just kind of floating here. I guess we'll see what they say if I get an email back. If not I may have to make phone calls which I don't want to do but I'm sure I'll do it if necessary.
I had to laugh at me.I deleted something and had a panic attack. Didn't realize how high my anxiety was until it happened.Drinking some liquid, even breathing, and laughing as the anxiety disappeared naturally.
That I just need support or that I just need a hugI saw this recently somewhere else where a person really wanted nothing other then support from members and asking for what you want is a good thingWe often offer our thoughts on whatever a topic is about that's posted however sometimes members just need to know they're supported and we don't always know that if it isn't postedAsking for what we...