And completly overwhelmed.  JUST starting to realize this is a significant issue for me.  My first appointment to address this is scheduled for Monday to talk about my anxiety and depression.  I'm so overwhelmed I don't even know where to start or how to start.  I have two biological childen and one "adopted" child in my home all with various mental health issues in varying degrees and well, I didn't marry very well so my support system is lacking.  My husband could've used his own therapy to deal with childhood abuse, etc., but never did.  My friend circle is so small...  For at LEAST the past 4-5 years I've been trying to hold everything and everyone together and just couldn't take a step back; I'm mom.  With my kids we are talking about depression, ADD/ADHD, rage disorder, eating disorder (anorexia), narcissism, anxiety, sexual assault victim... and you know what... there isn't anything else that I can do!  I can't climb into their minds and change anything.  My daughter is 17, my son is 20 and our "adopted" son is 18.  All living at home.  And IT. IS. DRIVING. ME. LITERALLY. CRAZY.