My boyfriend of two months, yes TWO months... is sleeping still. It is 5:12 Pm on a Thursday...
Today is second day off from work. I worked all day. I came home 2 hours ago. House is filthy. He did nothing but play video games, watch porn (I snooped..) and sleep.
I know it's very new but we think we are in love, at least I thought so.
Within the first 2 weeks. We were living together. I just felt he was the one.
Typing this makes me feel silly and stupid. Was I lonely? Is it really Love?
I feel hard and fast. Like usual. Why do I do this??
There is more bothering me too..like him not being open to his feelings towards me.. would it hurt if he told me im beautiful? We have a connection but I wish he could just communicate with me...
Here it is, almost Christmas time. I feel lost and broken. I have a 12 yr old son that lives with me. I may lose my apartment. I am broke. I feel so emotionally disconnected from my boyfriend.
Why do I always look past the bad things?? I like to see the good in people.
I always struggle during the evening I just want to go to bed, really early like about 7pm. I am highly nervous, on edge, try to distract myself but nothing works. My hands shake, my heart races, even the tv is too much on times.I am taking anti depressent tablets, and vallium what should I do next? Any advise????????
My anxiety is at an all time high, the Fall semester ended December 8th and I'm one step closer to achieving my academic goals. Nevertheless, as of lately I've been an emotional wreck and feel like a failure, I'm so lonely it hurts, I'm 33 years-old and have never had a romantic relationship, never, and I feel as though I'm running out time (anxiety). I have been crying and longing a lot over...