This isn't meant to be an insult to anyone who loves or has these animals.

What your problem is is an anxiety disorder and you need treatment. Everything you described is typical of anxiety disorder, even the hair pulling. If you haven’t discussed this with your parents, I suggest you do so. Anxiety can be a life long disorder if not treated. The good thing is it is not a disease, it can be overcome but you do need the proper help to do it.

The thing is, my Dad is an Artist, Architect, and carpenter so we don't usually get a lot of money. We can't afford Health Insurance. I've been pressing on them so I could get an Emotional Support Dog or a Psychiatric Service Dog (I've been wanting a dog my entire life) but they just can't seem to save money.
We do have a doctor who works on spiritual issues (Quantum Invitation) and Chiropractic but he lives in a different state than we do and I haven't seen him in 2 years.

Then help yourself. Practice even breathing. Write things down. Since you are saying 'phobia' for some of the feelings, I suspect that researching is an activity you are able to do.

Stop, pause, breathe, option/choice, repeat until calm.

When you combine some of the sentences, you add so much to a particular thought without noticing. Separate everything into specific areas.

In doing that, it will be easier for you to sort through the patterns that show up for each of those 'phobia' you mention.

Fear is relentless until you face it front and center. Once you do that, it releases its hold on your feelings naturally and you can heal.

I like to do a breathing exercise where I breathe out for 4 seconds, breathe in for 6 seconds, and breathe out for 8 seconds. It's called 4 6 8.I also sometimes hold my breath in between.

Taking long walks can help and focus on your walking and the things around you. It can help you clear your mind and focus on your surroundings instead of what thoughts or nerves pop up or writing the thoughts/anxieties or even insecurities out on paper physically also helps.

Our mailbox is 2 blocks away so I get a walk almost everyday. It doesn't really calm me though because of all the bugs and loud noises. I do really like to take walk when it's cooler and there are a lot less bugs but I live in Arizona which is really hot almost all year round. Today the high was 88°F!

does irrational fear of horse people count? those fruitcakes are crazy. . . equinonutaphobia?

seriously, though, i am such a nature lover that animals which frighten me also intrigue me the most. don't fear danger. train it.

personally, i can't imagine letting somebody else train my emotional support dogs. the depth of their ability to read and support me is formed during the training process, starting while they are puppies. buying an adult, pretrained dog is going to leave their strongest support bonds with the trainer.

No. I don't have Equinonutaphobia. I'm not one of those "fruitcakes" ;)

A phobia is an irrational fear of something. You said you “can’t stand the looks”. That is not a phobia. I can’t stand the “ looks” of my messy kitchen, but it doesn’t mean I have a fear if it.

I also can't stand the name, sound, smell, and thought. They've terrified me almost my entire life...