I've always struggled with anxiety my whole life from past experiences. I'm currently a junior and a senior, it's complicated, but this year for me has been so difficult. I used to be a 4.0 student, but last year my grades began to drop because I switched to a private self taught school, and it has only gotten worse. I find myself re-reading the same sentence over and over again in my book and still not understanding it, sometimes not even reading it right. They are trying to diagnose me with dyslexia because of it. And the work load it so immense that I've resorted to ordering my answer keys online, which I know will only screw me in the long run. Because of this I've began to drift towards dropping out and getting my GED. I would still go to college afterwards, but I feel like it would be easier for me. To make matters even worse my mother, who is the only person I have, doesn't fully understand why I have 6 or 7 panic attacks a day, so she ends up yelling at me, I've tried explaining to her what's wrong but I can't physically describe it to her. My father was never a father in my eyes, took me to court at a young age and mentally abused my mom, who no matter what I will always love more than anything. She sees me as ungrateful because I have a hard time being thankful, not on purpose, I just don't display happy emotions often. I've almost reached my max absenses allowed for this school year already, pretty much leaving every day from anxiety or skipping entirely. My teacher did comprimise with me today and dropped a few non necessary classes which were causing a lot more workload on me. I know how close I am to finishing school after all these years but dropping out just seems like an easier choice to make and will cause me much more happiness.
Hello, my name is Sharon and I have narcolepsy. I am trying to figure out if forgetfullness and difficulty with communication affects other peolpe with narcolepsy. My husband tells me I am terrible with communication.
I woke up this morning and I was so scared of I know not what. Palpitations, stomach churning usual things, except that for the 1st time ever my lip was quivering. I managed to get moving and did some housework, now its the afternoon, although my lip isnt quivering I am nervy to say the least of it. The day is dragging on and on.