Anxiety Support Group
Anxiety is a physical condition marked by intense and persistent feelings of distress, fear, angst or dread. General anxiety caused by routine day-to-day stresses usually passes quickly and is experienced by almost everyone at one time or another. However, such feelings that linger over time and are very difficult to cope with, and which lack a clear cause, may indicate...

not to invalidate your pain. irrational fears (phobias) are hard to live with.
I notice you self diagnosis yourself a lot. Its best to keep that up to a licensed mental health professional. Self diagnosing can lead to receiving medical treatment you don't need and can also be seen as you suffering from Munchausen Syndrome. Please be careful.
I love to use big words and whenever I want to find the fancy word for something I have I look it up.
I even surprise myself sometimes.
You are learning about all of these possible ideas through reading and putting them to your view.