Hi guys. I'm desperately trying to hang in there. This pain is almost unbearable. I miss my life before my mental break down. I've been seeking help since July and my sons father won't let me take him even for a weekend.
Before my breakdown, my son lived with me...13 whole years.. no I wasn't a perfect mom but I was a decent one.
Now my boy lives with his evil father who is pretty mentally abusive towards me... He will only let me see our son at his home.. unfortunately I have no-one else to come up with me and I feel so uncomfortable there..
I don't know how to cope. My thoughts keep telling me i suck as a person and a mom.. I never knew pain like this existed.
Thank you for listening
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