Anxiety is awful I don't know how you function with loads of it you must be a very strong person

We have all lied at some point. Being a liar isn't a very popular behaviour amongst others so make amends then forget about it and do some nice stuff for everyone. If they won't forgive you time to move on

We are all growing up and learning, sometimes that means making mistakes. Healthy good people don't beat the crap out of a child for an error they made in how to behave socially.

Have you tried the twelve steps of AA it zones in On identifying what parts of self have been threatened and then sharing that distracting prayer etc etc to release these fears we have of somebody finding out x or losing y or not going to get z. I think a lot of people find it helpful

Sorry to hear no one can understand your suffering. Often people have to have been there in order to be in anyway supportive or helpful.

Take a breath. Apologize for the lies. That happens. It is a habit with consequences, so practice getting it in control so it's not your first choice.
Where people do NOT understand, it's their problem, not yours. You do NOT explain your self, you just answer a positive way that you can live with and honor.
When you find yourself in the "lie" mode, stop, pause, consider all the options, and choose the one that works for you "in the moment".
You can find ways to make anxiety work for you, and you'll find your way to a better balance that works.
Best wishes.

I agree with the other responses. I have really bad anxiety and at one point I lied about it but I learned that if people can't handle the real me they don't deserve me at all . You need to start thinking about what you can do to make you better before you can help anyone else .

Have you tried therapy for your anxiety? Have you tried to explain to your friends and family what happens to you when you experience anxiety? Is there anything in your life that you can eliminate that might alleviate what you are experiencing? Sometimes, we get so busy and overwhelmed that we don’t take time to access all the things that keep us tied up. Remove the stressors in your life. Seek to find peace in your daily activities. Don’t beat yourself up over what’s happened. All you can do is move forward and do your best to make amends. It happened and try not to not make the same decisions next time. Maybe, these people just need to take some time away from you. I do hope that you can regain your friendships! Reach out if you feel as if you can’t take control of your anxiety. Life is hard! We all face challenges, so please don’t feel alone in this! Praying for peace!!