All of it. From the fake camaraderie to the puking to the unending guilt. Just can't seem to pull together enthusiasm for any of it.
A good thing for this drunk...

Hugs,
Dennis

I dont miss sleeping in my car. I dont miss the headaches. I dont miss the guilt, remorse, anger. I do miss all the money i spent. I do miss all the time i wasted.

oh well onward and upward!!!

1is2many

The same as you. I dont miss hangovers or waking up thinking oh no what did I say what did I do? Knowing Id embarrassed myself!. I dont miss time wasted feeling awful instead of playing with my children. I dont miss the agony I was in for 2 months when I fell over drunk and broke my ribs!
7 and a half weeks sober now and loving it!!!

I don't miss shitting in my pants.

lol Me either Impermanence Me Either!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u16jVvy_Rfg

Saying the wrong thing every time! Embarrassing myself every time! Pissin' almost everyone off every time! Not remembering any of it the next day almost every time! Thirsty4Life

I don't miss the shame.

Guilt, the sick feeling everyday, waking up in the middle of the night sick and scared unable to go back to sleep. Letting God down over and over again. Peace.

Great post! I don't miss:

1) making stupid decisions that hurt me and those around me
2) having something control my life that didn't do a damn thing for me that was good or real
3) not having money
4) not having any real fun
5) THE BAR SCENE! lol
6) humiliating myself and not caring

Hell I could go on and on

I don't miss planning my days around making sure I had enough on hand to drink.

I don't miss trying to dispose of all the empty vodka bottles. They accumulated so quickly.

I don't miss the shaking hands, pain in my side, diarrhea or the dry heave hangovers.

I don't miss the anxiety.

I dont miss being sneaky, lying to everyone, missing important appointments, showing up to work drunk, searching madly for the bottle in the middle of the night, staling from family, the guilt and shame, the stench of booze 24-7.

I dont miss any of it.

I don't miss any of it. The things my disease sometimes tells me, just arent true. The things I would "miss" I never really had. Like the lie that its somehow glamorous. My reality was far from that. There is no situation for me, that I wish I'd drank for or drank *more* in.
So no, don't miss it and LOVE the clarity, the flexibility, the choices and the real freedom.

1. I don't miss waking up with black and blue marks on my arms without a clue as to where they came from;

2. I don't miss falling down at awkward times.

3. I don't miss seeing my phone book open next to the phone and having no idea as to who I called.

4. I don't miss waking up, not knowing who I insulted the night before.

5. I don't mind not having people whispering behind my back as I walk by (maybe that was just paranoia - alcohol induced)

6. There is a lot more - but that was a long time ago - so I'm a little hazy on the details.

I don't miss the wasted money, and the alcohol breath. Otherwise, I'm at a loss. :( I rarely drank 'til drunk, never pooped my pants, never drove after having more than 3, no hangovers, etc.

I've thought about this question a lot before replying, too...

If anything, I have regrets.